let me recap my night real quick: decided to wait until 10pm to start revising all my papers and putting my portfolio together, which was due today at 8am. i will never know how to not procrastinate. revised papers til 1am, but i wasn't tired, and i remembered that i had two ambiens left over from when i vowed never to take them again last april. so i found them and took one, and after 20 minutes i decided to print out my  blog and turn that in instead. realized this life decision meant it was bedtime. had the craziest dreams ever. woke up at 5:45am and continued to write during that i-still-shouldn't-be-operating-heavy-machinery state of mind. decided to forgo a shower which gave me that 'i've been up all night doing crystal meth' look. left for class at 7:15 forgetting that this was prime traffic time in northern virginia. got stuck in traffic on braddock road, parked and sprinted to class. surprise, surprise, my professor showed up a half hour late. i hate my life.